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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Oct 19, 2009 18:00:18 GMT -5
 just talk yourself up[/size] A N D T E A R Y O U R S E L F D O W N - - - - - - - - - - - - Eliza walked down the mall her i-Pod blasting in her ears. Tapping her fingers against her legs from the tune to 'Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson' Humming to herself she looked around. Putting a hand on her eyebrow it still throbbed. She just got it pierced. It actually looked really cool on her. It didn't on a lot of people, but she could pull it off. As she walked down the hall DJ kept popping in her mind. She smiled to herself. She couldn't believe she spent the night at his house and her mom said yes. It was exhilirating.
Sighing to herself she turned up on the volume and chewed her gum. Beating her head along to it. She didn't mind the looks guys often gave her. She started to sing the song outloud softly to herself "When love. Is true." She didn't sing much more. She started to than just mouth the words. Looking down at her i-Pod she changed the song to Avril Lavigne. Smirking she looked up when she ran into a guy. He started to yell at her. Her hair in front of her face she just glared and stood up again. She wished she would pay attention more often. She wished she had at least one friend in this town. She was lonely. Really lonely. She couldn't believe what lonliness could feel like until now.
Looking back down at her i-Pod a tear dropped from her eye as she walked into wet seal. Picking up a black top she paid for it with her debit card and walked out of the store. Stepping out she pulled out her cell phone and called her mom and told her she was going to be a bit late. Her mom didn't care. She never did. Which bothered her. Shaking her head she put her phone back in her pocket and looked at her i-Pod as she bumped into someone. Unsure at first who it was.
NOTES: She bumped into hannah the second time ;] WORDS:to lazy TAGGED: hannah OUTFIT: lata CREDIT: made by HEY BAYBAY !? at caution. [/center] |
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 19, 2009 18:14:57 GMT -5
Hannah never usually walked into places public alone. She could handle the woods and the beach but when it came to public places, she wasn't too fond of them. She walked into journey's and bought a new pair of high tops for herself. She loved converse. Her favorite shoes in the world. And she would wear DC's here and there. She wore them out the store. Walking in the mall with her brand new green high tops she walked into the bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror. She was wearing regular things as usual. She had on a black, gray, white, and black tank tops overlapping each other, with the green on top. Which is why she bought the converse. She kept thinking of Tristan. She was so happy she had found someone who loved her for her. And she knew that every second of the day she wanted to be with him. But she knew that wasn't exactly possible.
Just as Hannah turned the corner she slammed into another girl. She looked at the girl with fierce eyes but then lightened up when she noticed she looked like a girl who she would hang with. "Sorry" she said full of shock as she hit her. Hannah put her upper-mid lip stud in and then looked at the girl. "Sorry my mistake." Was all she could say. |
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Oct 19, 2009 18:36:06 GMT -5
just talk yourself up [/size] A N D T E A R Y O U R S E L F D O W N - - - - - - - - - - - - Eliza pulled out her ear buds and said "Oh gosh no it is all my fault. Really it is! I don't mean to I wasn't looking you know?"[/color[ She smiled and reached out her hand and said "I am Eliza." She smiled at the girl. She seemed pretty nice. Looking down at the girl's shoes than back up at her she said "Awesome outfit by the way." She smiled. She really didn't look her best at the moment. She was just wearing a black 'Escape the Fate' t-shirt and light blue skinny jeans with red low top converse and black laces. She didn't bother matching. It just wasn't her thing at the moment.
Looking up at the girl she said "Again, I apologize. I just didn't mean to.." She smiled. She just kept going on and on. It was annoying. It was one of her habits that she often did and shook her head to herself. Shaking her hair out. When she did that her purple barrette fell out of her hair and on the floor. Bending down she picked it up and put it back in her hair. Smiling at the girl. They could be friends couldn't they?
NOTES: cool! friends :] WORDS:to lazy TAGGED: Hannah OUTFIT: lata CREDIT: made by HEY BAYBAY !? at caution. [/center] |
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 19, 2009 20:10:37 GMT -5
Hannah was suddenly surprised that the girl didn't get all mad about her not watching where she was going. "No, no it's fine, it's fine." She smiled at the girl and then shook her hand "I'm Hannah" She said in a friendly tone. She looked her over and said "You too. Oh god I love Escape the Fate!" She said not loud but very happily. Having the feeling that you were about to make a new friend made her feel good, and she liked that feeling definately.
She looked down at her converse and said "I just bought these so I need to break them in fast. "But it's ok i'm so clumsy so it would also be my fault since I wasn't watching were I was going. So i'm also sorry."
She pulled out her phone and texted her mom and told her that she would be home later. Her mom replied with the same answer and she put her phone back in her pocket. "If you think this is a nice outfit, then you need to come by my house and see my clothes. I'm not bragging but I have a pretty big closet." She smiled at Eliza and said "That's a pretty name. I like it. Not like hannah. Like that isn't a popular name." She said kind of downing herself but she thought about Tristand and picked herself right back up.
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Oct 20, 2009 6:29:53 GMT -5
Eliza smiled at her when she said that she loved Escape the Fate. Out of habit she started to sing ]"Sitting in this room playing Russian Roulette!"She giggled and said quickly "Sorry! Habit to sing. I just love to sing. Come to think of it I have seen you a few times around Hampton haven't I, or was that someone else?" She just couldn't be mistaken. She knew she saw her around, but no need to be pushy. Biting her lower lip her stomach started to churn. What if this girl that she was an asshole or something? What if she blew up the chance of an only friend? What if...Eliza always thought of the worst things. She just had to stop.
Smiling back over at Hannah she said "Alright, to end this argument about who's fault it was. It was BOTH of our fault." Poking Hannah's stomach she said Now don't argue with that!" Shit. Why the hell did she just poke her? This wasn't D.J or Chris. This was a girl that would be her friend. Not a guyfriend.
Still smiling as she hid her nervousness very well she sighed. She smiled at Hannah and said "Oh no. I would love to see your closet. Plus I don't care if you brag or not. As long as it isn't all the time. Trust me. I brag too, but I am not that well off you know?" Than her entire eyes were clouded and she was fogged up in thought about her father. She had to get out of these thoughts. Quickly escaping she shook her head and said "I am just poorer than some other people that go to Hampton you know? Not that well off." She shrugged as she hid her depression. She was so happy she could hide her feelings.
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 20, 2009 15:10:27 GMT -5
Hannah shrieked when she poked her stomach. "Sorry, sorry I'm just really ticklish there." She smiled at Eliza. "Well ya I don't ever brag on a regular basis. It's very rare. So it's not all hard to put up with me." Smiling again she looked at her piercings. "Hey nice!" She said pointing right next to her eyebrow. "Those are awesome! When did you get them?" She said very happily. Now for some odd reason she was so happy and really couldn't tell why. She could never explain her feelings or emotions. It was something that she hasn't and most likely never would accomplish.
"Hey ya! I'm a musician there. Looks like your a singer. You have a beautiful voice. And i'm not trying to kiss up. That's not me. No, No." She giggled a bit. "I hang with of course other musicians like my boyfriend. But it would be fun to have a friend who isn't for once. Maybe we can have a band! That would be sweet. I've been looking for one for 5 years. No luck yet."
Hannah could feel herself start to talk too much. She did that too much to be normal but she finished her last sentence and waited for Eliza to say something. she wasn't going to be the only one making this friendship train take off. Hannah took out her phone and looked at the time and how she had forever until she had to be home. Worked her her. |
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Oct 21, 2009 6:23:02 GMT -5
Eliza blushed when she pointed at her piercings and she said "Claire's. That is like the best place to get them done, but the shittest crap is sold there too." She smiled and put a hand on her earrings. They still hurt a little bit, but she got used to it. Nodding at Hannah she said Today. Just got'em done." She smiled at her. This was going pretty well. Eliza was being kind of shy though. She wish she should'nt of sang. She didn't like singing in front of other people.
Eliza raised her eyebrows when she said her boyfriend was a musician. Eliza knew she probably just moved her too. That was quick. Shaking her head she smiled at Hannah and said I would be happy to join! I can't play an instrument worth my LIFE though. So sorry there." She smiled again at the girl. She seemed fairly nice. Maybe a bit too happy. Wait. Stop that Eliza. Don't be a hypocrite. You are always too happy.
Eliza smiled and said "Here, let's move over to the chairs." Motioning for Hannah she sat down in one and smiled at her. She than said "Well, I am glad you caught me today, because I usually don't come to the mall. Only when I have money, which, isn't very often." Shrugging she sighed and leaned her head against the back of the chair.Her phone started to ring 'When you're gone by Avril Lavigne.'. Yelping she looked at it and saw it was her dad.
Her stomach churned as she looked down at the phone. She didn't answer it. She threw it down on the ground and saw her phone break. She would get a new one. She still had sixty dollars left. Staring down at her broken phone she looked as if she might faint. She didn't know how her dad got her cell phone number, and she didn't want to know. She brought her legs up and held her knees and said "I-I am sorry. I didn't mean to scare you i-if I did." She looked away. Eliza never cried about her father. She was just terrified. Never sad.
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 22, 2009 16:47:36 GMT -5
Hannah was happy at how well they were connecting and said "Cool. I got these..." pointing to her lip piercings "..about 3 months ago. I love them. I think they say things about my personality. Then again some people think i'm goth. Even though i'm just punk." She shrugged and sat down next to Eliza. "Yeah Claire's is where I got these but i never buy things...." She stopped when she saw Eliza through her phone down. "What's wrong?" She asked her. She looked terrified of something.
She loved her ringtone but she had no reason to think about that right now. Not when the girl that she actually might be friends with is looking like she just saw a ghost. "Whatever it is you can work through it." She immediately regretted saying that. She knew that most likely Eliza would snap at her and she would be screwed and out of a friend again. Like she had for the past year. Hannah took out a piece of gum and popped it into her mouth. A huge sensation of mint and flavor came rushing in her mouth. She loved mint. It was like one of her favorite things...besides colors. |
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Oct 22, 2009 16:56:16 GMT -5
Eliza just hugged her knees. The world a blur around her. Hannah's voice muffled. She could only hear and see her own thoughts. She was standing there. In her room. Five years ago. Her father coming closer and closer. His cold hands touching her. She than came back to reality. A giant rush came through her and she opened her mouth and, as if to scream, tried. All that came out was a small, quiet screech. Like the sound a little kid would make at playground. She shivered. She leaned against Hannah like a little kid. Not caring if it was awkward or not.
Turning her face she started to sob. She stopped and said "He...He..He got my number...I don't know how...I can't believe...he..he got it." Her body was shaking. She had never felt this terrified since the night he first touched her. IT was horrifying. She shook her head and said "He gets closer and closer. He won't leave. I am not sure I can work through this Hannah." She started to sob. All of her emotions coming out at once. She said "My father..he..he touched me as a little girl. Sexually abused me. He got my number. I don't know how, but he did. I am scared Hannah." She sounded like a little kid. She hated it, but she was terrified. She really was.
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 22, 2009 17:07:21 GMT -5
Hannah watched as Eliza broke down right in front of her. She was a little surprised when Eliza just threw herself at her. She wrapped her arms around her hugging her tight and rubbing her back. "Shhh..It's ok..It'll be ok." She continued to rub her back and comfort her as much as she would need. She considered Eliza her friend now and she didn't want to act like a bad friend. Plus she couldn't stand it when people broke down. It just wasn't her type of medicine. She was always involved with things...mostly to make sure that person was ok. She hated it sometimes when she didn't think of herself. So it had it's ups and downs.
Hannah looked into Eliza's brown eyes. "Listen to me. I don't know how he got your number either, but we are going to tell someone. We have to make it so he will never be able to get within 100 feet of you. We need to work together on this ok?" She wanted to make sure she understood. And most importantly that she was along with it. But even if she wasn't Hannah would find her own way to stop him. Who knows what he was planning when he got her number. And whatever he was planning she would stop it with or without Eliza. This was too far. |
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Oct 22, 2009 17:19:19 GMT -5
Eliza looked up at her and nodded. Hugging her back she said "O-Okay. Hannah. I am sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. I was going to tell you when we were friends a bit longer. I don't like it for people to feel sorry for me." She hugged her knees tighter and than said "Thank you. Really, but I don't think..I don't think I could testify. He is my father. I just don't know..." She didn't cry. She was just so depressed.
Looking up at her she had a half smile, but she had extreme hurt and depression in her eyes. Sighing she said But I will testify. Even if you have to drag me by the ears. Than so be it. ONly I could send him to prison or get a restraining order. That is why." She sighed and straightened up and managed to put her feet on the ground and picked up the pieces of her broken phone. She sighed and threw them in the trash and said [color=red["Again, thanks."[/color]
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