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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 29, 2009 17:16:34 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] Hannah walked up to the forest cabin in the woods. She was all by herself. And that's when it hit her. Why was she in the forest all by herself. Oh well. She was just planning on enjoyed the alone time and nature. She looked up at a tree. She smiled and started to climb it. As she reached the very top she looked out beyond the horizon. She was very happy today, something she hadn't been in a long time. And ever since she had met Jeremy things just kept becoming easier. She was going strong and she wasn't about to stop.
Hannah looked down at the ground and started to hum a song. It was Just so you know by Jesse McCartney. She had no idea why it was there stuck inside her mind but she enjoyed it. She thought suddenly about Jeremy. Was she already falling for someone she just met, someone she met right after her first loves death? This was crazy and of course Hannah didn't know what was going on either. Hannah sighed and laid her head against the trunk of the tree. She was so lost and confused at the moment, the happy feeling inside of her faded. She watched some birds fly in front of the tree then off into the sky, she wished she was a bird, so she would have a way to try and fly away from it all when it got at it's worst.
Hannah luckily brought along her Mp3. But before she played it she got down from the tree and climbed to the top of the cabin, she sat on the roof and put her head phones in. She started to nod to the beat of the song, it was Call Me When Your Sober by Evanescence. She loved that band to death, and she was so sad that they broke up. But the music hadn't gone away. She hummed a little to it also. She looked up at the sky and drifted off into her own little land where she could be free of things, free of reality for just a little bit.
Comments││ Orange Cami with black skinny jeans, black and white DC's││ You would not believe your eyes, If ten million fireflies lit up the world as I fell asleep││ Fireflies by Owl City too lazy││ Normal││ Credit││ Goes to caitlin_express@CAUTION 2.0<3
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Post by jeremy dale gallo on Oct 29, 2009 17:37:37 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -She's no you,- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/size] Jeremy was running through the forest. God, he was relieved yet angry. He couldn't believe his mom decieded to tell him about how his first lover died. After seven months. Biting his lower lip he kept running. Stopping he fell down on his ass. Groaning he rubbed his head and sighed. Looking around he put in his earbuds in his ears and started to hum a song he had stuck in his head. He wasn't picky about music so he listened to everything. Right now he was listening to Jesse McCartney She's no You. It was a good song. He started to hum, but than he started to sing. She's no you, Oh no You give me more than I could ever want She is no you, Oh no. He stopped. What if someone else was in the forest? It came to him. He was in love with hannah. He couldn't deny it. Smiling to himself he walked around in the forest and bit his lower lip. Sighing he still hummed some random tunes. Than it hit him. He was alone. Completly. It sort of struck a nerve, but he didn't dare say anything. He bit his lower lip and sighed. How could he be falling in love with someone he just met? Let alone someone who just lost THEIR own love. His hands started to shake, but he stopped them. He wish he wasn't so nervous all the time. It really made him just..not that fun to be around. He sighed and looked around once more. Running his tounge along his snake bites he walked toward a cabin with a figure on it. Walking up slowly toward it a grin spread across his face. He would scare whoever it was. Slowly and quietly he went up to the roof. Luckily he wore no shoes at the moment because he took them off before he came up. He smiled and than, at the last second, jumped up and landed an inch away from the person and laughed hysterically. He than saw who it was. Hannah. He said "Oh shit!" He fell off the roof a little, but he caught himself and climbed back up and said "Well, hello there. I wasn't expecting you, of all people, here." He smiled at the ear buds in her ears. How much did he scare her? He wondered. He smiled. Her face was so cute. Her blonde hair matched her dark eyes so well. It just fit in with her. Damn it Jeremy stop it. He couldn't tell her he loved her. Not yet. It wasn't time for her to know until he was sure she was ready. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Oh no you give me more than I could ever want,- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/size] Status|| Done Tag|| Hannah w. Morgan Outift|| outfit in picture, but shoes are red converse. Word Count|| Too lazy Credit|| MEE! I made this wonderful thing :3 [/center]
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 30, 2009 12:30:19 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] Hannah continued to look up at the sky, Green Day blasting inside her ears. She had just escaped to her little fantasy land. She only used it just to get away for a little bit, sometimes she was tired of reality and she used it to get away. Smart. Hannah screamed when a guy came up and scared her to pieces but then she realized who it was "Hey what's it....... She smiled when she saw it was Jeremy, she couldn't believe it "Oh my god Jeremy!" She ran up and gave him a huge hug. Wrapping her arms around him felt so comforting and amzing. Gosh Hannah how many times do we have to do this! You know you don't need to move on just yet, I know it hurts when you don't but this is too soon. You know that."
[/i] Hannah looked at the ground and then looked back at Jeremy "What are you doing here? I was just bored so I figured I might as well come outside, but why are you here? She could feel that she was repeating herself. She hated it when she did that but it was just a habit she had never gotten rid of. Most of the time she was able to hide it. But not once with Jeremy. She smiled up at him. She had on a cute outfit today and she noticed she was more attracted to Jeremy. Ok so she loved him. But she couldn't bring herself to believe it. She was just crazy about him. Whenever he wasn't near she felt so alone, and whenever he was, she felt so alive, comforted, and safe. That was the only explanation she needed to say that she loved him with every piece of her still busted heart.[/size] Comments Lovin this roleplay„ „ OutfitSame as before„ LyricsCause I get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs„ Fireflies by Owl City Word CountToo lazy„ StatusExcited for this!„ Credit„ „ Goes to caitlin_express@CAUTION 2.0<3[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by jeremy dale gallo on Oct 30, 2009 12:43:29 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -She's no you,- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/size] Jeremy was shocked when she wrapped her arms around him so..sudden. Raising his eyebrows he hugged her back and said "Uh, hi Hannah. I just Uh..yeah." He raised his eyebrows. It sure looked like she was ready to move on. He smiled to himself. Maybe today was the day. Maybe it was. Smiling he looked at her. He had a really strong urge to kiss her. He couldn't though. Luckily his smart conscience was telling him all some sort of stuff. Looking at her he smiled as his conscience said Hey, yo, yeah you kid! Don't make that face. Don't you DARE look at the sky like that. You can't fall in love with her Jeremy. You just fucking met her! You don't know ANYTHING about her. Jeremy sighed and thought back Well, lets start now! He smiled at Hannah. Looking at her he said I am here because I want to be. I just decieded I might enjoy this nice, crisp fresh air because I CAN." He shook his head and put a finger over her lips and said "Shush. It is okay. Quiet. Here, I think I have...something to tell you. So you need to stop beeing really hyper and giddy and listen okay?" He smiled. He knew he looked like a real douche right now, but he didn't care. Taking her hand he sat her down next to him and said "I found out how my first love, Stephanie, died. She was shot to death. Five bullets to the head." Biting his lower lip he looked away than back at her and said "I am okay now see? Also I found out I can do screamo! Heh." Okay, he was saying really random crap. He was exactly like this when he first met Stephanie. Aw Shit. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Oh no you give me more than I could ever want,- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/size] Status|| Done Tag|| Hannah w. Morgan Outift|| outfit in picture, but shoes are red converse. Word Count|| Too lazy Notes|| Heh, I am excited. My Jeremy is so nervous around Hannah :3 Credit|| MEE! I made this wonderful thing :3 [/center]
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 30, 2009 12:56:13 GMT -5
center] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!![/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] Hannah smiled when he hugged her back but she pulled away and said "Sorry." Looking into his eyes she gave him a weird look. Why was he acting so mean? But she soon found out. She listend to him talk about his dead girlfriend. She was so sorry for him. Shot. What a horrible way to die. She didn't even want to think about that. She looked in to his eyes and said "Oh god I'm...I'm so sorry. Are you sure your ok?" The last thing she wanted was for him to be sad and depressed all the time. She felt like his girlfriend. But she wasn't. And that made her a little sad. She would never tell him that though. This relationship she would think would be them just being friends and nothing more. And even though she loved him, she continued to believe he didn't love her back.
Hannah raised an eyebrow at him. Where did screamo mix in with this? That showed he wasn't ok. Well in her opinion. She took out one of her ear buds so she could listen to him well. She still could with both of them in there but she knew that right now Jeremy was more important then a song she could just play over and over. If she screwed things up with Jeremy there was no rewind button. And that made her scared. She didn't want to end up with Jeremy hating her. She couldn't live with herself if that happened. Especially since she still blames herself for Tristan's death, like she could pile on anymore guilt.
Comments Nada„ Outfit Same„ LyricsI like to make myself believe, that planet earth turns slowly„ Fireflies by Owl City Word Count too lazy„ Status Finished„ Credit„ „ Goes to caitlin_express@CAUTION 2.0<3
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Post by jeremy dale gallo on Oct 30, 2009 13:19:27 GMT -5
Looking at her he saw that she was confused by his different comments. He knew she probably thought he wasn't okay. He actually was quite content. Because if he wasn't than he would be crying and sobbing just as he did before seven months ago. Smiling at her he put a hand on her cheek and made her look up at him and said "Hannah, I am fine. Don't worry about it. Okay? It is done. It is in the past." Smiling at her this was perfect to kiss her. Perfect. He brought his face close to hers than pulled away quickly. He couldn't.
Looking away he said "I-I am sorry. Really." He bit his lower lip. He couldn't ruin this moment with her. He just couldn't. Looking back over at her he smiled and said "Feel free to slap me...for that..trust me." Smiling at her he held up his hands and looked at her. A giant grin slapped across his face. Looking at her piercings he couldn't help, but wonder a lot of things. A lot of things that knew that even his mom would be disgusted to hear. He shook his head and hoped that he wouldn't think anymore perverted thouhgts. He just couldn't. Chewing his lower lip he smiled and said "Hannah, I.." He stopped. He almost said it. He couldn't believe he almost said it. He stopped himself. Luckily.
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 30, 2009 13:30:10 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] Hannah looked at Jeremy, deep concern in her eyes. It was a tragic incident and she couldn't believe he was ok. He wasn't torn apart. After seven months without knowing and when he finally finds out, he isn't that torn apart about it. That really shocked her. Hannah smiled at him slightly. She just wanted to come out and say that she was deeply in love with him and she couldn't take it anymore. She was just about ready to kiss him when he pulled away. She bit her lip and looked at her lap. "It's ok. It's fine." Oh god why couldn't she just come out and say that she loved him. And in every way she cared about him. She knew what to say, just that she couldn't make the words come out of her mouth. So instead she just bit her tongue.
She looked into his eyes. Deeply into them full of concentration. "You what?" She asked right after he stopped himself. "What do you want to say? It's ok. Whatever it is you can tell me." She was full of worry in her eyes. Like she was expecting some tragic story out of his mouth. She wasn't sure what was coming. Was it him admitting that he has always hated her? Or was it something else about his girlfriend. Or did he actually love her. Hannah stop. You don't need to go all and getting your hopes up high you know that.
[/i] Hannah listend and just looked at her lap and twiddled her thumbs. [/size] Comments Dido„ Outfit Same„ LyricsThey fill the open air and leave teardrops everywhere„ Fireflies by Owl City Word Count No clue„ Status Finished„ Credit„ „ Goes to caitlin_express@CAUTION 2.0<3[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by jeremy dale gallo on Oct 30, 2009 15:48:42 GMT -5
Jeremy looked at her. On his i-pod 'Because you Live' by Jesse McCartney came on. He held back cussing random words. It was so true right now. It sounded like a bad romance movie coming to life. The worst part, he didn't mind. Sighing he smiled at her and than looked away for a moment. Should he tell her? Should he tell her how he felt? It was so confusing his head was starting to hurt. He looked at her and than his conscience came and said Tell her. It will make you feel better. Come on. It is okay now. You can tell she is ready. Hell, she is twiddling her thumbs. Jeremy opened his mouth than shut it. Looking away he bit his lower lip. So many different outcomes he thought of of what might happen if he did tell her. He was so nervous his head started to hurt. He didn't like that. He didn't like that at all. He sighed and than closed his eyes for a couple of seconds. He opened them back up and took a deep breath.
Looking back at her he said "Hannah, i have been holding something in..since I first met you." His stomach was churing quickly. Very quickly. He was so nervous. Looking at her he wrapped his arm around her waist and lifted her chin up so she would look at him. Taking a deep breath he said "Hannah, I love you." Than he leaned down and kissed her. Closing his eyes and just enjoying the kiss. It was exhilirating for him. He pulled away after a few seconds and said "God, you have no idea how long I have been wanting to do that." He put his forehead against hers and smiled. Hopefully she wouldn't kick him and tell him stuff he didn't want to hear. Like 'NO! I don't like you back!' Or 'I hate you!' That would crush him. It was crushing him right now to think about it. His eyes filled with worry wondering about her response. [/center]
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 30, 2009 22:02:14 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] Hannah stared into his eyes. He had the same look on his face. She called it his 'thinking' look. She noticed it right away. But this time she just didn't saw anything. She knew something was going through his mind. The last time he said it was about his family. She had the same look only she wasn't exactly thinking about the same thing. She looked up at him noticing his arm wrapped around her waist. She looked down at his arm until he moved her head so she could look at him. She smiled at him. He had been holding it in ever since they first met? She thought to herself. Soon she could feel her mouth drop open. "You.....You love me?" She was so shocked she couldn't figure out what to say and she damn well wasn't going to just stutter. So she just look at him, looked into his eyes. She completely lost it when he kissed her.
It was something she was waiting for also. She kissed back smiling in the kiss. She almost again lost it when she could feel his head against hers. And his warm breath against her face. To show him it was ok she kissed him again, only this time she stayed there. She let go after 10 seconds. "You know. I love you too. I just feel so....lost and confused. I mean Tristan just died a week ago and I just can't believe i'm moved on just like that." She became serious now. She loved him with all her heart and she would always make sure he knew that. But the thing was, she said that very same thing to Tristan. She felt a tear roll down her eye as their foreheads continued to touch and send chills through her spine.
Comments True love is in the air „ Outfit Still the same„ Lyrics to ten million fireflies, i'm weird cause I hate goodbyes„ Fireflies by Owl City Word Count Too lazy„ Status Complete„ Credit„ „ Goes to caitlin_express@CAUTION 2.0<3
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Post by jeremy dale gallo on Oct 30, 2009 23:10:13 GMT -5
When Hannah kissed him his emotions went in several different directions. He couldn't help, but grin as he kept kissing her. Than she started to talk. He paid attention though it was hard not to tell her to shut up and kiss her again. Looking at her he realized that she was..depressed. Just a little bit. Looking at her he said "He would want you to move Hannah. I know he would. He wouldn't want you sitting in your room sobbing for hours end. He would get bored and pissed I assume." He smiled and sighed again. It was so..relaxing for him to just be here with her their foreheads pressed against each others. Her warm breath against his skin gave him goosebumps.
Looking at her he kissed her again. He looked up at the sky. He saw clouds starting to form . Than he felt rain drops. Smiling he kissed her again. He always wanted to kiss in the rain. Well, Hannah was here. Luckily it wasn't pouring. At least not yet. Smiling at her he laughed and said "Look it is raining. Also Hannah..I moved on so slowly because no one was there for me like I am here for you. I didn't have anyone to talk out my problems. No one to hug. No one really cared. They said 'move the hell on.' It is a lot harder than it looks and I know that. So I understand your pain. I really do." He smiled at her again and he turned away really quickly. He sneezed. Groaning he pulled out his cell phone and checked his reflection really quick. Good. No snot. Smiling he turned back and said "Any giant snot balls on my face Hannah?" He smiled at her and kissed her quickly before pulling away. He was smiling so much it hurt. He didn't even care. [/center]
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 30, 2009 23:32:21 GMT -5
center] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!![/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] So many emotions running thorugh her mind at once she couldn't control or listen to any one besides the lovestruck one. That wasn't neccesarily good. She paid attention when he told her his heart breaking story. It's ok. I understand." She wasn't going to tell him to 'move the hell on' that was just horrible. Why would someone even say that? It would be so rude and heart breaking to just even think about it. Hannah looked up at the sky and felt a rain drop smack dap on her cheek. She smiled and said "God I love the rain." All at once instead of sadness, anger, greed. She felt happy, relaxed, and joyful. Not to mention thankfulness that things were going to be ok.
Hannah just kept saying to herself 'it'll all be alright. Everything happens for a reason, even if you don't think so. Things will end up the way they should and things will go well as long as you believe they will' And she did believe. She did believe that things would turn out alright. She would eventually forget about Tristan and move on more with her life. She would be able to start a new and recharge the old batteries. She looked at Jeremy again and couldn't help but just smiled wide.
Comments„ True love at work is a beautiful thing„ Outfit„ Still hasn't changed„ Lyrics„ I got misty eyes as they said farewell„ Fireflies by Owl City Word Count„ No clue, too lazy„ Status„ „ Credit„ „ Goes to caitlin_express@CAUTION 2.0<3
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Post by jeremy dale gallo on Oct 31, 2009 11:20:36 GMT -5
He smiled and said "I knew you would understand Hannah. You are just amazing like that." He smiled and kissed her again. For about twenty seconds now. He took breaths now and than. Suddenly he felt several rain drops. Looking up it started to pour. Laughing he grabbed Hannah by the wrist and started to lead her down. He let go and said "I will be inside! So, if you want more of this sexy beast got to go inside." He smirked and stuck his tongue out at her. Crawling down the house he grabbed his shoes and bashed open the door.
Walking in the empty cabin he sat down on the floor and than laid down and whispered "God, I still miss you Stephanie. I hope you planned this for me." He smiled and closed his eyes for a moment. He was unsure if Hannah heard him or not. Even if she did he hoped that she didn't mind. Noticing how damp his shirt was he pulled off his shirt and said "Ground his cold, but I am okay." He smirked and looked up to see if Hannah was inside yet. He wasn't sure what she would do, but he was just really..happy for once. A five letter word he hadn't been able to say for about six months. He met Hannah a week ago, but it still was an amazing type feeling in the pit of his stomach that everything WAS going to be okay. That he won't be depressed anymore. [/center]
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 31, 2009 12:00:50 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] Hannah smiled at Jeremy she laughed when he said that he was a sexy beast. He really was in her eyes but she still laughed. She was just teasing him. She watched him walk inside. She twirled in the rain for a minute before walking in the cabin. She walked into the cabin and saw him shirtless on the floor. She basically lost it. She bit her lip and then said "Um. I'm just going to ask....why are you on the floor with your shirt off?" She smiled down at him. It was really turning her on but she didn't say that. That would be way too soon. She was just so happy that they could kiss each other without anything really getting in the way. The only thing was memory.
Hannah sat on the ground next to him. She started to wonder where Tristan was today. Maybe he had passed on. But she knew that wasn't going to happen. He would be here for a long time. She sighed and looked at the ground. Then she looked up at the ceiling. Causing her to lay on the ground next to Jeremy. She smiled at the ceiling. For some reason expecting for rain drops, fireflies or something that would fly in and make her happy
Comments Fun Fun Funcolor]„ Outfit Same„ Lyrics You would not believe your eyes„ Fireflies by Owl City Word Count Too Lazy„ Status Finished!„ Credit„ „ Goes to caitlin_express@CAUTION 2.0<3
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Post by jeremy dale gallo on Oct 31, 2009 13:30:06 GMT -5
Smiling at her he laughed and said "My shirt was damp, thus uncomfterble, thus removing it." He smiled and looked as she sat next to him. He turned on his side and turned her head toward him. Smiling he kissed her and wrapped his arm around her waist. He was just really happy at the moment. Pulling away he let go and laid down on his back and put his head on his arms. Smiling he laughed and said "Wouldn't it be awesome if freaking butterflies just ran through here around us in a heart and stuff. Hah, I know that would be weird, but it would be cool at the same time." He shrugged and shut his eyes.
He wondered if Tristan would come by. If he did he hoped that he saw that Hannah was happy. Well, he hoped that Hannah was happy. If she wasn't that would really suck. Because that would mean he made her unhappy and if he made her unhappy. Well shit. Biting his lower lip he sat up quickly and turned her face toward his and said "You aren't mad right? Because if you are I can put my shirt back on.." He put his hand on his shirt. He really didn't want to put that damp, cold thing back on him, but he probably would if Hannah asked him to. Giving her a quick peck on the cheek he knew he might be kissing her to much, but he had been holding this in for a week so you had to give the guy a chance. He chewed on the side of his cheek nervously.
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Post by Hannah Nicole Allenburg on Oct 31, 2009 13:41:00 GMT -5
Hannah smiled at him. And even more smiling in the kiss. She was almost enjoying this too much for only a week after a death. Hannah didn't really know what to do. Even Tristan wasn't that romantic. It was completely different to her. She looked at him and smiled "Yes..it would be ver pretty. But there's like a one in a million chance of that happening. And you know it." She looked down at him.
She raised an eyebrow at his next comment. "Why would I be mad. I would be insane if I was. And what is there to be mad about? I couldn't be happier." She smiled at him. What made him suddenly think about that? Was it because of Tristan? Did he think that he was moving too fast? She couldn't tell. She wasn't that good at reading people. But she could at times when she was in the right place at the right time.
"It's fine. You can keep your shirt off if you want. It doesn't matter to me wether it's on or off." She ran her fingers across his chest which sent chills down her spine. She hadn't been this nervous since she had a crush on a boy in third grade...that was sad. [/size]
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